Day 25

So yesterday was Sunday was really busy at work.. yes I work on Sundays it's cool but yesterday was crazy. Couldn't wait to leave and get home and relax. I had made an appointment to go to a yoga class but I really wasn't feeling it early in the day and decided not to go. So at work I was talking to this guy over the phone and he invited me out for drinks told me to call him. Well its been a while since I been out on a date and I thought well maybe and decided to call him when I get home. So when I got home my youngest son asked me what time I was going to the gym I told him I wasn't just too tired. Also thinking to myself that I was going to call dude back and see what's up. Its been a long time if you know what I mean a very long time well its been a little over 6 months and the HONEY is lonesome. So I tell him that I'm not going he said why so I told him that I was too tired he says mom you just need to push yourself you can do it. Did that not sound like me talking to my mom. So I sat down on the couch and realize he was right so I got up and went to the gym and took my class.

Okay yoga is not what I thought it would be OMG!!!! for real I almost gave uup it was very hard I was standing in some chicken pose or something. Most people were able to wrap their foot around the back of there neck and the only thing I could think about is wow that would be a great position Imma keep coming to this class.

So when I get home it didn't take long for me to get sore I have never been this sore in my life this shit is ridiculous. Even my fingertips are sore no joke she kept telling us to press through to our fingertips. I think I pressed to hard. The only thing that is not sore are my ears.

So I was thinking I have pushed myself everyday that I have been to the gym. When I was going to the gym before I never pushed myself it would hurt so bad and I would be so sore that I would give up. I now understand why I gave up its because I was going thru so much pain in other areas of my life I could continue. But today I realized that I can do it and feel good about it. I can push myself with no other pain than the pain I feel because those muscles haven't been used in a while. So I thanked my son today for making me push myself even when I didn't want to.

So I didn't call dude at all and thought to myself today just wait till I can lift my leg over my neck somebody better watch out I'm gone be dangerous..