Today was a very good day I ate good and right i had cheese pizza for breakfast, yogurt with peaches on break, worked out for lunch did 100 of the arm things and some situps on the machine ate the quiche and some sugar snap peas and on 2nd break I ate popcorn. I came home and cooked for fish, wheat spaghetti and sauce and green peas.
Today I feel blessed and loved yesterday was rough and today was like yesterday never happened. I have been trying to stay as positive and focused as possible. Before the phone was off I use to listen to a morning inspirational conference call that was truly inspiring and I think that too is one of the things that got me where I am right now. Keeping God in my life and not letting the negativity creep in.
Now tomorrow I gone try to do some stretches before I go to work. I gotta wake up earlier than usual about 10 minutes (but you know 10 minutes can equal a whole night of sleep). I'm trying to add little things into my life a little at a time not trying to go in strong because I want this to last a lifetime. I told my kids tonight that I was gonna live with them when I got older so my youngest son said why would you want to live with one of us when you get older. I said because I will need to have someone take care of me so if I fall down or cant see someone will be there for me. He was like you should not say that you should just take care of yourself so you wont have to live with no one else. Well I know where I won't be living LOL!!!!!
Story
I use to wonder how you can live with someone for years and when you break up its like they never lived or loved you. How can you just leave and not even care about the family, kids nothing. I also wondered why certain people didn't love me the way I needed to be loved.
Lesson
I'm finding out there are people who will love you the way you need to be loved and you don't have to live or sleep with them. But that is the fairy tale we have grown up to believe. Sometimes the ones you love and sleep with can be the ones you never knew at all, but the sex be off the hook!!!!! I received this email from a friend on facebook. Its from T.D. Jakes enjoy
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you:
let them walk.
I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caringabout you, coming to see you, staying attached to you.... I mean hang up the phone.
When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be
made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with
us. [1 John 2:19]
People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a
bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead.
You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to
me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it.
Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!!
If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to ..LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ...LET IT GO!!!
If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth...LET IT GO!!!
If someone has angered u ... LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge .. LET IT GO!!!
If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction ... LET IT GO!!!
If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents ... LET IT GO!!!
If you have a bad attitude...LET IT GO!!!
If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better... LET IT GO!!! If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take
you to a new level in Him... LET IT GO!!!
If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship....LET IT GO!!!
If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves...LET IT GO!!!
If you're feeling depressed and stressed .... LET IT GO!!!
If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying"take your hands off of it," then you need to... LET IT GO!!!
Let the past be the past. Forget the former things. GOD is doing a new thing for 2010!!! LET IT GO!!!
