Ok this is the first time I have every blogged. So I'm a little green at this. The reason I am blogging is for support, I am trying to diet and lose weight and it can be very frustrating and I wanted to show the world how difficult it can be but also how to achieve it. Well that is my goal to achieve it hopefully I will get some people to encourage me and maybe join me.

So the first thing is to tell you a little bit about myself, I am 46 years old I claim 5 kids, 3 of which I gave birth to myself. The other 2 came with 2 marriages. Right now I am single (married but seperated), working a full time job and running a business. I still have 2 kids, both boys, at home they are house broken so that helps. I also have a semi-dry sense of humor and I dont hold my tongue. I believe at times I am not very tackful although I really do try to be. I plan on using this forum to express my views on dieting and how we are being set up for failure. I will show you how to spot it and how I am going to overcome it.

The stories and words use here will not be for the faint at heart but it will be something you will be able to understand and relate to.

I always wanted to be one of those more mature women (dont want to use the word older) that looks good maybe too good for their age. You know the ones .... when they tell you their age you be like damn she looks too good to be __, not damn really.... you JUST __. So this obession started when I was 39, yeah ok that was several years ago but oh well, I have made a lot of excuses but that aint flying no more. So no more bull shitting around I gonna do this and do it right and pray and pray and pray.

So are you ready I am!!!!!!